I mean really, how much time do I have left?
And then I think back...yes, I have been battling this recurrence for far too long this time and I haven't been able to push it back yet. But...if I stopped doing things when I was diagnosed with stage IV cancer, then I would have wasted a lot of time. After all, I was living with no evidence of disease from late 1998 until 2010. Just think...if I kept on living then thinking I would be dead soon....and not taking on projects and tasks...then, well, I would have missed out on a whole lot.
So....I keep forging ahead, knowing that perhaps I won't be able to pull out of this one this time.....but knowing that I will not let it stop me until I can no longer go on.